An Apology Letter To Baba Jani

Dear Baba Jani, I hope and pray you are well up there. Tonight is the night you almost left us. You spent the entire night at the hospital where you were almost gone. M, stood by you in all those moments the monitor showed flat lines. You struggled for breath. You wanted to be home …

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“Baba, you left us too early”

Its been 85 days Baba Jani left us. I have bottled up my emotions for the most part. Or maybe I caved in some kind of a shell I always create to keep myself numb. Am I making sense here? I guess I am not. Well, Lately I have been have these moments where I …

I miss you, dearly!

Of old cars and old clocks, Of 3:00 am and old memories Of old memories and our old conversations Of old conversations and old us Of old us and a connection, something special Of something special and unspoken promises Of unspoken promises and broken hearts Of broken hearts and pain Of pain and tears Of …

Black Day. Peshawar Attack 16-12-2014

100+ died; 100+ stories left untold, 100+ coffins; 100+ graves unfold. 100+ dreams another 100+ attached to them shattered, 100+ families devastated and scattered. Innocent minds, Scared for life, Terrified eyes that once were bright, Are now blank with fright. An ocean of tears, Trying to wash the innocent blood, All there is left is …

A whole year of you gone

Dear Beloved, Hoping and praying you are well and happy where ever you are. My heart tells me that you are at a very good place enjoying your afterlife. Last I wrote to was when it was 6 months of you gone. Today marks a whole year. 12 months, 52 Sundays, 365 days. To be …

Conversation between two split parts

When you're hurt beyond a certain limit, when you've had more than you can take, you split in two parts. One, the hurting/vulnerable part. Two, the selfish/not willing to give a damn about anyone or anything part. The former part keep asking questions over and over again. The later part keep on trying to make …

Happy Birthday to a friend who makes me feel blessed

Note: This is a very special dedication for a very special friend. They say when you are surrounded in darkness, you don't see a way out. You need help for real that is when God sends an angel in form of a human who becomes your friend and pull you out of darkness. I truly …

A late dedication post for the lovely Lala Rukh

This is purely a dedication post and it is dedicated to a very lovely blogger friend of mine who got married on 15th of Feb ’14. She is the amazing Lala Rukh! I was planning on doing this post way back in December but things have been really crazy for me so didn’t get it …

In the memory of a boy who lost his life while humanity was nowhere to be found

In the memory of Zafir Abdul Majeed, a son, a brother, a friend of countless people, a boy who spread happiness all around. A boy who lost his life just because humanity was nowhere to be found. I have been sitting for hours staring at the name I have typed above. I have no words …

Struggling with grief

For me losing someone, dealing along with accepting it is the toughest thing ever. I struggle the most with it as I don't let anyone get too close to me nor do I open up to just anyone who may seem like is close to me. Recently I lost someone very dear to me, someone …